It became heavy and fast. I remember my hand sliding across her back, noticing that her skin was as soft as it looked. It was like stroking velvet. My...hand slid down to her bum, firm and round and still trapped in thos jeggins. With my other hand i started to slide them down but they were tight and i couldnt manage it. I sat on her chair my eyes at her hip height and with both hands slid and rolled the trousers down below her knee. Watching then go down to her ankles i raised my head and looked. " I can't, hon. I'm not even sure I know myself; I'm still working on it. Trust me for now, OK? I love you." I love you too, Jackie." At least the tension was out of her voice. "Jesus, my boyfriend is on the lam!" She giggled. I laughed too so she could hear me before I cut off the phone, but it wasn't really all that funny. I guessed it isn't when you're the one on the lam.I hadn't even put the phone down when it rang again. When I checked the display it gave an unfamiliar number. Ashley. If I. Everyone was drinking, I was too young but Dad let me have a couple behind moms back.I didn’t need much to get drunk, as soon as I was drunk I felt so confident.I started people watching in our hammock, I noticed how attractive my sister was, I say that because she is 20 years older than me so I’ve never lived with her to really see her enough to notice. she helped raise me, looking after me at weekends so I seen her as more of an aunty than a sister.She had a brown bob, blue eyes and a. Most of these folks were game and willing, but very, very unsure of exactly what was going on and what would be happening. 'Hell, ' she thought, 'I'm not that much more certain than they are.'Those who boarded at Celilo had brought food with them and it was shared with those who had been aboard most of the morning already. People settled in, kids were encouraged to find quiet games to play, some sang or played instruments. Some read, some slept.Greta finished her rounds and found her own spot.