Then I asked Jyoti:”tumhein koi itraaz hai agar Deepak tumhein chode ya tumhari gaand maare?”Jyoti said: “agar Deepak mujhe chodna chahe ya meri...gaand maarna chaahe to mujhe kuchh bhi etraz nahin hai.”Hearing this Deepak said:”agar didi (elder sister) ko koi itraaz nahin hai to mujha bhi nahin hai.”“Woh agar mujh se chodne ko kaheingi to main unko chod doonga, agar gaand maarne ke liye kaheingi to main unki gaand maar doonga.”Thereafter after dinner we all retired to the king size bed. We all. Not since that terrible day barely a year and a half ago when a uniformed man had come to tell her that her husband was killed in action was she so scared. She would always fear the sight of an unknown man in a uniform at her door.“Yes?”“My name is Ed Thurmann. Rolly was in my platoon when he died. May I come in?”She felt slightly better. This was probably just a sympathetic visit and not an official one, meaning no bad news from the Defense Department. “Of course. Please...” She closed the. I hadn’t actually proposed to her yet, since we had only been dating six months, but I figured when we were done college it would be a foregone conclusion. Her mother had gotten pregnant with her at a very young age and she didn’t want to make that same mistake. I'd proposed oral sex and protection, but she said only abstinence is one hundred percent effective.We had met at freshman college orientation and hit it right off. It was probably because we both were scared and lonely at being away. ..? heels higher still, chills down the spine, voice lower ?...use you however they want....? tiptoes now, straining, struggling to stay balanced ?....your body open to them for sex....? dangling now, toes barely in contact with the floor, struggling to hear ?...or worse?. Ariel stared wide-eyed at Callista, unable to bring herself to speak, hoping, still hoping against all the evidence that she was wrong. ?But I won’t do that? Callista said in even tones, walking slowly behind Ariel. .