" I'm really not sure I'm ready for that," she said. "I'm just starting toget a little bit settled with everything. So much of what has beenhanging ov...r me doesn't feel so final. I just don't think I should oreven if I can really." From what you have told me, I don't think that it is a matter of youbeing able to, but possibly you needing to adjust to this change andaccept the permission that you may be extending to yourself in thismanner. Did you intend to remain alone the rest of your life. ‘Wow, you really did need to go,’ said Sandra whilst letting go with one final shot of piss from her pussy as she finished her leak.‘It was a long trip,’ I giggled back over the sound of my piss stream washing the floor with my urine shower. The feeling of emptying my bladder out in the open was intense and I realised that I was enjoying every second of my toilet. I was also very conscious of Sandra’s watching gaze which was firmly focused on the yellow stream leaving my pussy slit.Suddenly. .a warm wave and sublime explosion...I squealed and could feel my cunt contract on his dick. I kept riding him but more slowly and seconds after he came too.I got off of him and he removed the dripping condom and threw it in the wastebasket. I remained laying on the bed....not knowing what to really do. He laid down beside me and began making small talk. I asked him if he had ever paid for sex before and he said yes, many times and that in his country it wasn't a big deal. He told me it was. With massive pecs and big bulging biceps, made so proud to have him all to myself, god I loved my dad, as I decided to ease the door open more I had an idea, and went with it, as I sneaked up to the side of dads bed hearing him snoring and his hot chest rising and fall with each breath I knelt. Down next to him and easily slowly removing the blanket top down his body careful not to wake him, as I pulled it down to his hips I went for it, and pulled the remaining blanket past his prize and.