I've missed the last three and I'm sure as hell not going to make the same mistake. The wall shrinks twice in quick succession, pinching my hold. It's...stifling but the nerve endings nearby fire electricity into the water and it simultaneously excites and calms me.It's like everything is coiled, ready, spring-loaded, and time slows. There's a deep vibration far above me. Almost a growl of satisfaction. I nearly lose my grip at the sharp crack outside. Sounds like a whip, and the high pitched 'O'. She remembered being their age, feeling those same desires, but she had always been shy, and had devoted her time to her studies instead of... extracurricular activities. And she was satisfied with her success, with her responsibilities to the school, to her field, and to her students, but she was getting older now, and hadn't been in a relationship in over a decade. So, as fulfilling as her life was, she still felt like her personality and her choices had prevented her from ever experiencing. It was about two fundamentally different lifestyles: hers and mine. She cheated on me, though admittedly I cheated a few times as well. Flings, I should add. Hers was a more serious affair,” the Honorable Duane Corbett, Governor of New Mexico, observed for my benefit.“So, why doesn’t she just marry him?” I probed, rather curious about this matter, even as I caressed Feng Xiao in front of them and Sandra groped Corbett as well.“I think because she wants to milk me for more alimony,” the Governor. We tried to watch the football game, but it was filled with conversation of the path we already walked. As we discussed our past desires to dress in women’s clothing, it then gravitated toward Jen coming out to various old friends in our lives. But what most struck me was Jen’s happiness and giddiness of how I chose the path. It was the path of showing her my secret. I excused myself and walked into the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and pondered today’s journey. All I saw before me was a.