I didnt know what to think... I was relieved at first and then my dirty mind went to thinking.. I told her I could clean up for her and show her how. ...he asked if I could come over to her house when she got off work that night. I told her sure and she wrote her address down and told me how to get there. I replied to make sure she had a fresh razor and scissors. Her shift ended at 10:00 and she said she would be home about 10:30. I pulled up to her apartment about that time and knocked on her. It had been too long. There was no way I could give this up.So far it was just our mouths that were touching. I lifted my right hand and let it gently hold her left breast. Les moaned under my mouth. I worked my thumb back and forth over the nipple - gently, slowly. She couldn't make up her mind whether to push herself into my hand or try to pull it away.As the moaning and squirming died down, I moved to her other breast and the game started again. Our kiss continued.I finally pulled away.. I tremble at the thought of being so closed off to the world, but i trust my Mistress and have a burning desire to do whatever She wishes. The only thing i can think to say is "Yes Ma'm, whatever You want, i will accept and serve". I put them in my ear, cutting off all sound from my surroundings. i am now totally cut off, laying on the bed, but only able to feel whatever vibrations pass through to me from the bed, but unable to see, hear or say anything. Yet, i know there is more to come as You. With the aid of sleeping pills I slept a lot, but the quality of my sleep was more that of unconsciousness. I couldn't complain, though — the sleeping hours took a huge bite out of my painful existence.While awake I worked, mostly. For once I was glad that my job was about numbers — solid, predictable and dependable pillars of security. Numbers don't lie, I told myself — at least not as blatantly as some people.I phoned Onslow to apologize for abandoning him so rudely at the hotel. I told him I.