I slipped on my dressing gown and went down stairs to the lounge where I saw lots of familiar faces and some unfamiliar ones. The girls were sitting r...und a table covered in dildos and sex toys of all shapes and sizes. I slipped off the gown and to my surprise got a few wolf whistles and screams, even from neighbours who had seen me in swimming trunks before.I tried on another pair of boxers then was asked to move on to some thongs. I modeled these but was feeling a bit insecure. I now had just. I wear a mask of contentment that grows weaker; my smile however happy it may appear is a charade- a fake twitch of the muscles for my audience. I feel angry, I feel unworthy, I feel caged and I feel empty. These emotions make me want to break free — to leave this life in search of another for nothing I or anyone else does makes me feel truly happy and conflict free. To fill the gap I harbour in my soul seems pointless — neither family member nor any person on this earth can change the way I. “Yeah, sorry about that. It’s been a while since I held someone beautiful in my arms.”“Aw! It was cute, I’m flattered!” She murmured.Laughing lightly, she pulled me closer, breathing heavily along my neck causing me to shudder at the intimacy. I instinctively put my arms around her back and felt her move closer to me, awfully close to me.I don’t know just when it began, but I began feeling her mons brushing ever so lightly on my now upwards pointing cock with her every light sway. I don’t know. His back arched and his buttocks clenched. It was clear he was cumming. From somewhere Mary produced a paddle and applied it vigorously to the man's bottom with her free hand. He jerked forward and let out a roar, whether of pain or pleasure I couldn't tell. His motion was so violent that the woman beneath him was sent sprawling across the table. He shot his load and slumped forward over the back of his partner.Mary turned her attention to the second man who received the same treatment with the.