I rise softly so I will not wake her and go to other room in this great house that we now have. I must think to myself.I make error in this day. Linda...says many excuses for my error, but I will not excuse myself from it. I tell her before I am not best at what she and Irving wish me to do, but I will myself to be best, and yet I make error.M’kamba will not be so easy with me for this. I hear in my mind her voice telling me how foolish I am. “You listen only to surface,” she says, “you do not. I can't ask you to join me, and I wouldn't. But this family has a rift in it. I've created that rift, with the best of intentions, but its my fault. Bill I'll take a week of leave from work, stay home everyday, and you and Chris can boss me around to your hearts content, get the payback you need. Once you see how I am not a perfect person, and I am willing to eat a little crow, and be a good sport about this, wont' you see I love you enough to do anything to stay???Well, it was basically two. Lina was chosen for the oven and was taken to the kitchen while Jessica was hauled out to the backyard, invited to a traditional Meat-Girl spit roast, as the meat. Meanwhile in the kitchen Lina was made to lay on top of the counter, crying that she didnt want to die, while Steve and Gene cleaned and seasoned her with honey glaze, and a special mix of lots of herbs and spices. Taking a large carrot Gene shoved it hard up Linas anus, and then he took a bowl of bread stuffing that had been. But over half were making RPG adventures or expansions.I would normally end each session with suggestions and goals, and then suggesting companies to approach with the games or game concepts. And on Sunday afternoon I had started a second session, which included playtesting things that were closest to completion. By this time Nancy was assisting, and she promised to keep this going after I left. I called Dee and had her send me copies of every article I had written, as well as any she could.