I motioned for Yori to step into the hall.I told him, "I have Jules upstairs helping the accounting lady, and should probably send Kelly up there too,...but I want your opinion. There are going to be a couple of dealers coming to swap a package for cash around noon. I think I can get most of the people out of here, but should I send Jules back to the hotel?"Yori thought for a second and said, "Probably, but she's not going to want to leave if she realizes why you're sending her away. I can have. “Gotta pee.”“Me too.”Chrissy led the way into the shower guiding me in with her. Clearly, she understood that peeing in the shower was okay. And, I have to assume, it’s more fun with more than one. She started pointing her stream mostly into the shower drain. I was so stiff I could not point it down. I caught my stream with a hand but Chrissy moved my hand away and aimed my stream at her body.Beth walked into the bathroom. “What the fuck are you guys doing?”I told her that we had just finished. I saw no point...”Before Paul could finish, the young agent interrupted, “I’ll be the judge of that. It’s too late now.” He looked me up and down. “But I’m sure I can handle any outbursts. You are dismissed.” I saw the flash of anger cross Paul’s face. I also noticed the older agent’s grin fade.As Paul was leaving, the young agent slammed a pile of folders on the desk and sat down. The older guy pulled his chair back and turned it so that he could watch both of us. The younger agent just glared. "I don't want to die, Martin. I am afraid. I wish I had more time. But I decided I am more afraid of spending my last days, weeks, months in fear. What I am doing now is wonderful. I am spending time with my parents, with Pamela. I especially like this with you. I used to be horribly embarrassed to tell a boy I liked him."She lifted my hand and kissed the palm. Then she turned it and pressed it against her check, closing her eyes like a contented cat."I don't have time for embarrassment any.