For a while, I couldn't talk about any of this; I just wanted to forget. Now, I'm more confident, and I guess don't need to suppress what I did."She p...used and answered Edie's question, "Why now? In the midst of our little orgy, I had a flashback to a film I'd done – a gangbang classic was what Andre called it. There was one other girl and about a sixteen guys, plus the crew who was supposed to join in if they weren't filming or doing the audio. No one cared about anyone else; there was no love. It certainly made up for the harsh light of the room that he was in after he opened his eyes. Tony blinked.Once.Twice.Three times.When he felt that it wouldn’t hurt to look around, he found himself sitting in a very plain looking bed, its starchy sheets practically taping him against the hard mattress beneath him. Almost immediately questions began forming. ‘How long was I out for? What the hell happened?’ Much to his chagrin, Tony couldn’t remember. It was as if a fog had settled over his mind. "Alex?" She has that timid 'I'm scared' tone that makes me want to punch her."What?"She hesitates, moves her hair behind her ear and bites her lip."God damn, if it's all that..." I just don't want you to be angry with me." You piss me off with that whiney shit." I snap, "If-n you got somethin' ta say, say it." I wanna break up with you."I heard the words but I honestly could not understand them for a couple minutes. "What?" I'm sorry, I just ... I don't think we're right for each other and...". "Oh my god," I gasped to see my reflection in the mirror for the firsttime.I could feel my knees go weak and I almost fell to the floor. I don'tknow what was happening. I don't know if it was a lack of air from mytight confined clothes, or standing in these towering heels. Only thing Idid know, that if I was looking at the woman in front of me on the streetI wouldn't be able to take my eyes off of her."Come on back out to the tree," Trish headed back out of the room.I followed her lead and.