It got to a point where I decided she'd had enough and told her to say her goodnights as I'd give her a lift on my way home.She did and we wandered ou... to the car park.As I was driving she began to talk about her Christianity.She was jolly but not smashed so it was quite interesting to talk to her.When I got to her house she asked if I'd like to come in for a cup of tea?Why not I thought.I went inside her flat was imaculate, as tidy and as clean as can be.She brought the tea into the living. "We'll put brand new sheets and blankets on your bed. The police will look at them. You don't want them as a reminder of what happened." What happened?" I ask.I go to counseling and after a couple of months I have a breakthrough and I accept that I was raped. I sob and sob and sob but it's good to get the emotions out.I can't remember what the man looked like.I return to college when the spring semester starts.I do well in school. I'm pretty much back to my normal selfAt home I always lock my. The music thumping on my chest as revellers dance the night away. It was getting on for midnight, and I was feeling a little tipsy, having gone clubbing with my wife.I watched as she walked a short distance to the bar to get us some drinks, wearing her short sexy revealing red lace dress, her bold blonde hair flowing thickly down around her head.It did feel rather emaciating having my wife buying me drinks, I know it should be the man who does that but alas my wife makes and holds all the money. Ready for two weeks of relaxing with no responsibilities. Well, no responsibilities other than playing one gig and hopefully having a wonderful time with her. I stop at one of the shops and find a crossword puzzle book. Not just any crossword puzzle book but the kind that has other puzzles too. I hit the mind training jackpot! I usually buy one of these books about once a week when I am on the road. I will start off doing the regular crosswords, Sudoku, Crypto-quip, then other random.