And outside of our houses, no one could know she was more than my cousin.They couldn’t know she was my half-sister and that I was fucking her. And t...ey definitely couldn’t know that I was fucking Alicia.Lee walked behind us, or sometimes in front, bursting with so much energy as she darted back and forth. I could tell she was excited for her task today. I only wished I could be there to see it in person, but Alicia would record it for the entire family to watch later.Zoey drove herself to. I thought that I had a partner in the abstinence world. We both had said we were waiting. I know it was not logical at this time but I felt betrayed. I could not understand how she did this to me. I stormed out of the room and ran down the hall crying. After several minutes of sobbing to myself I began to think why I was acting this way. Looking back it was a bit of jealousy of George.It was almost a week before I could talk to Tara again. I kept avoiding her every time I knew she. A little squeeze, definitely not the innocent gesture of an uncle but filled with sexual intent not that I was about to protest! I continued to pretend that I was asleep, willing him with my silence, to explore further.The bus was by now speeding well past Tumkur on its way to Haveri. It was quite dark outside barring an occasional street lamp or the headlights of another vehicle. In the enveloping darkness, and believing that I was asleep, my uncle became bolder in his actions. He put his hand. I could take the money and get a cruise on another ship. Maybe something like a singles cruise where the women are all liquored up and you spend each night with a different girl. I’d never done something like that before and I smiled at the possibility of debauchery. ‘Don’t give me that stupid smile, you dumb ape! Double is a fair price to pay for your ticket! Now get over here quick!’ That did it. I’ve been told I had a stubborn streak, actually by everyone who ever knew me. I turned around.