I can only describe for you the roads that others have followed. True understanding of the Light may be found in only one place Davey, within yourself..."Construct gave me some meditative techniques that he said would be useful in my self-seeking, and encouraged me to find quiet moments in favorite places to seek within myself. My watch beeped its alarm, and I knew it was time to go. As I was preparing to leave, Construct left me with this parting thought."Think on this as 'homework'," he. "And wash your balls, too. Thoroughly."I was about to retort that I'd showered thoroughly this morning but didn't. So far my porn experience wasn't going well. I felt like a prize bull in a show-ring. No-one seemed to care about what I felt or thought. It was almost as if I was some object that had a useful purpose but, otherwise, no intrinsic value.I stripped my lower half, trying not to notice Marjie's stare, and washed myself thoroughly. At least the water was hot."Strip," she commanded when. There were families milling about, kids all over the place.And I just knew that every one of them would be looking at me as soonas I got out of the car. My legs were shaking so much as I exited thecar that I very nearly fell down. Perhaps if I had of then I might havebeen able to crawl under Lisa's car. But I did. Instead, I just stoodthere, waiting for Lisa to collect her handbag and lock the car."Relax sweetheart," Lisa said as she came around the car and linkedarms with me. We began walking. My hands roamed this new body and all of the right sensations rushed to my brain.I turned to Jenny and she was crying, so I rushed over to her and held her in my arms, saying, "What's the matter?"She said, "You are everything I could have hoped for, and a lot like I dreamt you would look like as a woman. You are just perfect!"I kissed her deeply and again we spent the rest of the afternoon in bed making woman-to-woman love in every way we knew how. At 6:00pm we showered and Jenny helped me.