Tears flowed down my face as I realised the horror I would have to face in the coming weeks. For several hours I clenched my arse cheeks together but...I knew it was a loosing battle and in the end I got up an squatted over the drain and my bowels opened and I moaned in my humiliation. As my arms were tied I could do nothing to clean myself so had to lay down with the mess still on my arse and thighs. Four more time I had to get up in the night and squat over the drain.She laughed when she saw. But God had heard my prayers and I had not conceived.Once Harish had to go to Delhi. I happened to meet Mr Bajaj in the morning while taking milk and he smiled back. He said that Nilima had gone to Punjab last week as her mother was sick and would return after a week. I invited him to have a cup of tea and he came in. That was a Sunday and he said that he had some work and would be going to Gandhi Nagar. Just then an idea struck to my cunning mind. I asked him if I can come with him if he. He was in charge, rough but fair. He went the extra mile with the robes. He even cared for how I feel during sex. And even afterwards, he talked to me like a normal person.The problem is, it was a role he was playing. He wants me and he knows exactly the stuff that Samer didn't do and I wanted to experience. So he created this situation where my dream gets lived through in real life. However, the dynamics of the relationship between the two of us were off because of it. As far as I liked. ..more out of guilt." Guilt?" Tanya asked. Bob then went on to explain about feeling guilty about Donna, and when he finished, Tanya said, "Well, you may have felt guilty over it, but I think the real reason was because you care for her. Now tell me truthfully - why did you want to get back together with her after she told you the truth about herself?"Bob thought for a moment and then answered, "Because I...I liked her. I really...liked her, and I couldn't stop thinking about her." He had told.