The next day I woke up had a normal day I joke about some else coming at night to help me fuck her she would smile and laugh about it. It was Thursday...she said don’t make any plans on Saturday her friend had invited us to the club for her bday. I knew we would have a great time as when she drinks she gets a little wild. Saturday day morning came and she had a phone call from her friend saying she can’t make it as he k**s got very sick and didn’t want to leave them alone. I suggested we should. That's it. I haven't been with anyone aside of him in a long time. So I guess I'm not, well, you know sure."I just shrugged and said, "Well, we don't have to rush. We have time. It's not like we have to do everything today."She looked at me in shock and staring at me, finally said, "Really? That's impressive. That's like pretty damn amazing." Why?" I asked her. "I'm not in a big rush. I never thought we'd get this far, quite honestly, so why's it a big deal?"She just said, "I guess I never. At that moment he was very thankful for the endowment that he had been gifted with. (He was also thankful that he had put clean underpants on that morning). He stood still with his erection pointed at the ceiling and making little jerking movements as the blood pumped through it. He could feel it throbbing and wanted to ease the pain by stroking it. “Ah, ah, ah, Mister Meechin,” Joanna commanded him as his hand closed in on himself. “No touching.” Brendon let his hands fall by his side. Now. So many difficulties, I was surprised they hadn’t crushed me, like one of those long-forgotten high school atmosphere experiments, the seemingly strong metal can be crushed and twisted by the weight of air pushing down on its vacuumed-out structure.That’s how I’d felt most days these last few months.Sure, I had a ‘new’ man in my life. Malcolm was a tower of strength, although to be honest, the pain I often felt took the edge off my excitement and feelings for him most days. But most days were.