I suddenly felt I had no lust for her, and all I had was love. Love a son would have for his mother. Love a son should have for his mother. I had no d...rty feelings left for her in my mind.I realized how dearly she loves me. I was at boarding school for the next few years, and I spent very little time with my mother during this period. Whenever we talked, I had only love and respect for her. I had completely stopped watching porn and it was helping me. I felt good about myself.I was also dating. A bunchof boxes marked "clothes" were stacked along a wall upon which theperiodic chart of elements had been attached. A white board had a fewnotes scribbled on it, none of which I understood, other than to know ithad to be some sort of chemical process or reaction involving C10H15Nand C18H24O2, whatever those were.I spent a week on the table. They fed me, cleaned me, and above all,kept me high with injections every 12 hours or so. The injections keptme wired and full of energy, which made. Hard to believe.” “Flatterer.” “Not at all. You’re fun to talk to, and you have the most awesome body.” “Used to be better. My boobs are going all saggy.” She hefted the pendulous globes for emphasis, tweaking her still-hard, dark pink nipples for good measure. “They’re not saggy, especially for natural Ds. Love that you’re a real woman, and not all silicone and ribs like the other girls.” Allie had quickly discovered that what he was talking about was exactly her appeal, and why she did so. Say, babe, this is my best friend, Tanya. You don't mind if we just hang out and talk, right? Well, yeah, she is attractive, now that you mention it, and we did do it a couple of times, but it didn't mean anything. You're the one I love. Yeah, I can see that happening."In the meantime, though," she interrupted my reverie. "I think I've figured out a plan for Friday night."I managed not to spit out the food in my mouth, and calmly indicated that she should tell me more."Jeanne's going to be.