" She said before taking several deep breaths."I love you Lauren, and I'm so happy that I'm the one who gets to be your first." I said smiling at her.... She smiled back at me and leaned down for a kiss.We kissed, long and hard. Her heart was pounding as she took in one last breath before the plunge. She rocked herself up and slammed down on my dick with all her weight."Ahh!! It fucking hurts!" She screamed as tears began to flow. She needed my strength right now, but deep down in my loins I. So whats your name I asked "lacey , oh yes I remember im becky , I remeber she replied looking into my eyes with those gorgeous green eyes , becky yes lacey dont think im strange or anything but I think you are very preety , thankyou I said I could feel my cheeks slightly blushing im not a lesbian I told her I can tell she said but have you ever been with a girl once at all in your life ; no I said well forgive me for saying but I thought I wasnt a lesbian once but then tried it and have never. She preferred Vodka and there was a Vodka bottle at home. I poured her a drink and we started to talk casually. Our conversation went about talking about Nipurna.I said, “I miss her a lot.” My mother-in-law said, “I know. I miss her too.”I said, “I am really surprised that you hadn’t got married after your divorce. That was 10-11 years ago. You must have been very young. You should have got married.”Aparna smiled and said, “After my first marriage got failed, I hated marriage. So I didn’t get. His voice. His eyes. Like frost. Chapter 5I left just as soon as the final blessing was finished, throwing a scarf around my neck as I darted across the street to the café. I was ravenous. That piece of Christ awakened pangs in my empty stomach, and I spent the last ten minutes of mass wondering why, rather than bread and wine, the apostles at the Cenacle hadn’t split scones and coffee instead.Blasphème, Penny, I shuddered. The bell above the door jingled brightly as I pushed inside, stomping.