The room smelt like sweat and there was a vague smell of pussy also.I saw these things and I knew.I knew my girl had given herself to another guy. And...on my bed no less.She had allowed him to take her most precious and intimate gift.She would never really be mine anymore.I fell to my knees beside the bed.I crawled up next to her and pushed the hair out of her face with my finger, hoping to wake her.But she didn't notice at all.Now that I was closer I could see the evidence of her betrayal all. ’ ‘Oh god Duke, am I that obvious?’ ‘Here’s a check: is your pussy dripping?’ She couldn’t hold his gaze without blushing. ‘Possibly, but I know it’s really lubed.’ ‘Well two days to Saturday and then two Saturdays after that and I’ll give you what you want.’ She glared at him. He smiled. ‘I guess I’m open to negotiation.’ ‘Tonight… now.’ ‘I can live with abandoning our agreement.’ He was driving towards his home when she poked a finger under his nose. ‘Yes, good lube and so this is your. "*Pondering this later, I realized that I needed those memories if I was ever going to find peace in my life, or perhaps even the love I sensed laying just beyond my grasp.I began recording myself as I slept, hoping I'd speak of her in my sleep. I kept a pad and pen by my bed, and quickly scribbled anything new I could recall before the memory slipped away. In time, a story unfolded, one I never expected. It was a story that chilled me to my very bones.The earliest of these, if time even. I told her I was on the pill, and she explained to me that it was to make absolutely sure I didn't get pregnant again. She reminded me I was on the pill the last time and had gotten pregnant.I looked at her and said, "Mom! I love you so much. You're the only one who understands." I started crying.She hugged me, and told me to let it out. We all needed a decent cry once in awhile. I noticed she also had tears in her eyes.I had only heard from Jeff twice in the last nine months. Once after I told.