And it is repeated. I am told to stand this way. Sit down. Stand back up. Eventually, Ken orders me to make my dick hard. I am nervous and it won...t go all the way hard. I try to think of the money, but it will not get all hard. Ken says it is okay, because I have a big dick anyway. More posing. With dick hidden, with dick out. I never realize how tiring it is to be a model!Then Ana brings Serge back in different clothing, and Tanya take me to change. And so it goes like this all day!. I am also well on my way to removing all facial hair with mylaser treatments. My emotions have certainly changed. It seems like Istart to cry almost every day about something or other. The one thingthat I am not happy with are my boobs. It has been six months since Istarted taking hormones and I still can't completely fill a padded Acup bra. I know that this takes time, but I don't want to wait yearsand years to have beautiful breasts like yours. I want to wear low cutdresses like you. " Yeah," Gil said. "I know that. If we could even get permission for three, I think I'd be a lot more comfortable, but there's going to be a limit to what I could do by myself. I figure with three, I go, I've been in the area, got a good idea of what I'm looking for. Steve goes, so we're not dependent on interpreters. Rod goes, because I'm about ninety-nine point nine percent sure that it's going to involve excavating a dig, if we get that far." All I can say is try for one, try for three, try. I felt you should be warned just in case." Thank you." That favor wasn't free though. I do need something from you."I should have known."What?" I need you to start limiting the war from your end." Acceptable enough request. The question is where certain people truly stand." That's a fair request. But I also do not know if the Pentagon is neutral, against the orders that started this, or are they just waiting to go public supporting the President. So I can make no guarantees until they choose a.