Maybe for my sake or just because she didn’t catch the meaning.“One last thing.” The doctor chimed in again. “You may experience conflicting t...oughts as your puberty progresses. Your natural instincts and thoughts will become and want to be more feminine. Since you have memories and a pattern of doing things as a male, you may find it hard to accept the new feelings. This can be a very stressful process, and we will recommend a therapist for you. You can decide if you want to use the service or. "I've always been attracted to you. I've just never known how to get close enough to tell you. Last night was a dream come true for me."Cindy turned to face me. She gauged my sincerity by studying my expression. She locked her fingers with mine. I pulled her effortlessly from the edge of the bed. We met in the middle and hugged each other tightly. Cindy began to sniffle as she struggled to hold back her tears."Kevin, I don't want to be hurt. I know I've made mistakes and I'm trying not to make. She said she had apologised for not being more tactful, by being still in a ‘just had’ condition, but his answer was that “they all knew the score so let`s not go there, but it proves he can do it and by the state of you, do it well!” He seemed to revel in the use of her used body, and had had her twice before the meal! She changed the subject, asking “where they were going that evening”, he grinned and said “swimming, and it`s my special treat” but would not say more, buttering some bread. Subject never came up. Its like Susan just doesn't have a sex drive.A few weeks ago I got spam email for something called the 'Splitter'. Normally I would have deleted it, but I was desperate. The attached video never explained what the product was, just that it was designed to kick-start the sex drive of married couples who has 'lost that spark'. When I showed it to Susan she said it was probably just a porno, but since we had been offered an 'exclusive free offer' we might as well try.Two.