It took me almost an hour to go halfway down the hallway. I ran into two of the depressed tiles side by side and felt in front of the two and there we...e two more on the right side of the two center ones. I marked all of them with an X and stepped over to the single solid one in the group. I stood on it and felt ahead and ran into the same pattern again, but the forward two were on the left this time. I marked them and moved up to the only solid one again and felt the floor and there was one. "You will be gentle, wont you?" Of course. I think you'll love it. I am not that big anyway. You'll like it"; I replied, giving you that steely look I know you love, half jest, half genuine roué. You took a sip of the Champagne, set it down and took off your belt."Turn around. I want to see your callipygian wonderment." I was thinking how horny you made me, all the time. I would be at my desk, under deadline, the electric clocks overhead only ticking in mine. Fucking world! Guerrilla. This continued for the week. On Sunday, as I was home sleeping, she came and saw me and made coffee. She woke me up and gave it to me and continued doing work. This continued for three months. Everything was going right.Suddenly one Sunday, while having coffee, my maid asked for extra money. As I had given her salary for the month, I asked what you did with yesterday’s money. She replied she needs money for her brother’s college fees and told me to cut the money from the salary.I gave her, and. .. but still I sensed it. Smarter people than I have tried to describe the input from a sense that the audience doesn’t possess: describing ‘red’ to someone who was blind from birth, for example. Now imagine feeling the input for a sense that you’ve never had. Indescribable will have to do. I believed that what I was sensing were people, maybe their emotions, but I had no way to determine if this was correct.I didn’t think ... but maybe thought is a function of the body as well. I did feel it,.