But yet, when I wake up, I’m always alone, she’s constantly pushing me away. She keeps telling me that she’s leaving it in god’s hands. Why do...sn’t she understand that my heart is in her hands, for I’m hers for the taking, that I’m ripe and ready to be harvested? Why does she play with my heart, doesn’t she understand that even when she’s next to me that’s still too far away? I have to face the reality that she doesn’t want to be MINE, that I’ll never be more then comfort food to her and that. ’ She confessed. ‘Yes?’ I leaned into listen better. ‘Well… the truth of the matter is I’m trying to enter a prestigious academy and I need your help.’ ‘Wha…?’ was the only thing I could think of saying, this was news to me. ‘My daughter was accepted into a mostly black college,’ her father finally spoke up, ‘A friend of hers said they turned her down simply because it looked like she was ethnically insensitive.’ ‘They turned her down because she was white?’ I asked. ‘Sadly yes, I don’t want. He was gentle to get started and very vigorous when we were actually doing it. He varied the pace, and I love that. I thought maybe he’d outgrow the arrogance.“Then, one week in early May, he was slow to answer texts so often that I wondered what was up. But Friday night he picked me up for a movie date and we went to a friend’s house where a guy lived alone with his father. He had the whole furnished basement to himself.” Jenna smiled. “It was our school’s big passion pit. Lots of people,. Veins as thick as garden hoses cover the surface. My smooth skin is glistening with sweat. My rhythm starts to slow and Tyler stepped in front of me.“COME ON!” he screams, spraying spit on my face.I curl the weight for the eleventh time and I’m about to drop it when Tyler leans in and starts to kiss me. He grabs hold of my waist and squeezes with all his strength.“Show me your POWER” he commands and steps aside.Something snapped in my head. I wanted Tyler to see there was no limit to my.