Don't get me wrong, I had orgasms. But it just seemed like too much emphasis to put on a couple of seconds worth of inability to control my motor func...ions.I loved Ray, he wanted sex, I gave it to him. I gave it to him whenever he wanted it, however he wanted it. But after the incident ... Everyone thought that Ray and I were fine. But it took a long time for us to be comfortable with each other again. It was mostly Ray. I forgave him for accusing me after only a few hours, but it took him a. After a minute we both pulled our clothes back up and continued playing cowboys.We never spoke of it again for the next 10 years, I knew I was different from Joe, I never fancied any of the girls in our classes, while Joe had been on dates with around half of them. I would get the catalogue and open it at the lingerie section not to see the women but the beautiful delicate fabrics, imagining wearing them gave me an erection, I knew I was gay, but at that time I did nothing about it. Joe on the. The guys at the party were standing around the bed, just looking at us. I had thought a lot about this before we got to this house, what it meant to have sex and to be the girl doing these crazy parties. I wasn’t nervous at all, I’d had plenty of sex, with single lovers, boys, and girls, men and women, my own sister, my own mother, even my guardian angels! Maybe these guys were nervous, I couldn’t tell. They were pretending not to be. While we were waiting for all the boners to come out, I. “It’s okay, honey. You need me to help you,” the captor asked.“No. Thank you, Mistress. I think I can do it without spilling again.”Katie put down the spoon and held up the bowl to her mouth with both hands, making sure not to spill anything else. She put the bowl back down on the tray when she finished. “Thank you, Mistress. It was very good,” the captive said appreciatively.“You’re welcome, sweetie,” the woman replied, picking up the tray and putting it back on the dresser. “Do you feel.