His heart beats rapidly. He thinks about the business he's built up in Emmer, and how much it would suck to lose it all. "You know, that looks like fu...," Mr. White says, looking at Grace, now getting double-speared. "Maybe I will have another go at her."---Later that evening, I decide to try to relax - the look on Julie's face from earlier still haunting my thoughts. Saturday night is poker night. That's what Drew keeps reminding me. Last week, the last thing I wanted to do was play poker with. ”“First off, you have no reason to be embarrassed. And yes, you should be proud. Not because you and Mom helped me have orgasms, but because you could give them to her. And considering the openness of this conversation. I’ve yet to have an orgasm with a male partner.”“Are you saying you’re still a virgin?”“No, I’m saying I haven’t had a male partner good enough to give me an orgasm. And I mean zero orgasms, not by mouth, hand, or cock.”“Oh.”“Now, the reason I say you have a lot to offer is,. Whats up?..." Peter looked at me and then Billy did too as he said, "Come 'ere Slim boy..." I hesitated at first looking around me to see if anyone had followed me, and then I slowly walked forward as I headed over to them. I gulped down hard as I prepared myself for all possible types of humiliation being that Billy hadn't spoken a word to me or Mark after seeing us in the restroom that day and I was expecting him to confront one of us about it. Once I was right in front of them, Billy walked. "I'm coming around," hewarned the other drivers as he pulled out to pass on the narrowroadway. His trailer never wavered or rocked as he did so and soon heread out his speed. "I'm not slipping on this stuff and I'm doing ahundred." Elk, let's get together and talk in about twenty to twenty fiveminutes." We all switched to channel forty five.We discussed the recent changes to our trucks since connecting to thetrailers. For instance we could no longer hear the noise from the road.The dash display.