And lying in bed this past night, crying after another break-up, I started thinking she might be right. ‘Just get up and get going’ I finally thou...ht to myself. Any more crying and/or possible plans for the future would have to wait, at least for a headache pill and a long shower. Looking at the clock, I realized I was running late. ‘Short shower then’ I said aloud frowning at the time. I tried to keep a smiling face on at work, but kids are smarter than grown-ups and before the day was. I’m not the odd man out anymore.”I was not sure how I felt about this revelation, “They let you watch them have sex and then one of the girls would have sex with you?” I knew in a way it made perfect sense for this tight-knit group.“Sometimes I would go first and either Bob or Tom would wait.”I started to get a little excited about what was being offered, “Do you think they would let me watch them have sex?”“Of course, they won’t mind. Terry would not have said anything while you were here if. This is my new number just in case they tapped my phone. I gave her the newly activated number on one of the phones. I had bought one for her just in case but she appeared not to have noticed anything so I chose not to alert her just in case.The reason I had chosen the trike for my trip to the plaza was it goes only twenty five miles and hour. If anyone tailed it, they would stand out like a sore thumb in traffic. No one seemed to have been following me. So it seemed as thought I had only. So do you get the picture, or should I kill one of them tonight to prove I'm serious." I had no idea if anything I said was a bluff or not. I doubted that it was. I had feeling Church Camp would not appreciate having spent all the money on us, to have a punk like Martinez and Q10 thug wannabees mess it up.He had looked at me with hate in his eye at first, but it had changed to respect mixed with a healthy dose of fear. "Remember this, they know you, but you don't know them," I said it then I.