” I said trying to sound all cowboy like. She took another swig gave me the bottle and said as I took a drink, “I’ll take ya upstairs an show ya...how a real woman treats a man for 20 paisos.” When I choked on the wine she jumped up and ran up the stairs, I wiped my mouth and followed quickly. When I stepped into my room there she was sitting in my bed with the sheet pulled up around her and her clothes on the floor. “Hey, someone excited cowboy?” she asked looking at my crotch. I dropped my. But she was not removing her petticoat till I shut the lights.I was getting impatient so I pulled her down on the bed and undid her petticoat. I pulled down panties and saw her pubic hair. I started sucking her boobs and gently biting her nipples. I pushed one finger into her cunt. She started groaning and spread her legs wide.I pushed the second finger into her cunt and I started pumping them in and out. I pull down my shorts and put my dick close to her mouth. She was not willing to suck at. I took a long shower, washing away my anger and humiliation, and then cried myself to sleep. I awakened to find mom snoring in her recliner in the den, so I went back to my room, opened my robe, and stood looking in my long mirror at my body. I stood there for a long time, telling myself how ugly I was, how flat I was, how I was never going to have breasts, and how I would never be sexy to any man. I covered my face in my hands and cried like a baby. Then I blew my nose, stood up and announced. He lay there with his eyes shut and pretening to sleep. I didn't care if he was or wasn't actually sleeping--I seized the opportunity to just sit there a gawk at his cock as it slowly became erect. He opened his eyes and we wrestled arounf for few minutes. I was on my back looking up into the clear cloudless blue sky when Gene started kissing me over my body. I just laid still and let him do what he wanted. The pain od that first time was intense but I did not want him to stop. He pulled out.