When he used lotus to enter the aethereal plane he felt muchmore connected to it as well. Entering it in this fashion made him feelswaddled and blocke... off in some strange way. Like he was not completelyin the aethereal world at all, but only passing through it in some way.As he considered how different he felt the obvious comparison that cameto him was how information packets were shifted about on the net. Whenhe used lotus to facilitate the transfer it was like a dedicated directline. I do not quite have my head in the game yet. And the sooner we tell her about Sam, and I hug my godchildren, the sooner I can get it off my shoulders and focus on this.”Luc and Ramirez stood outside the townhouse where Eliot Silverman had been staying and where he’d been shot on the sidewalk out front. He looked up one end of the street, then turned to look toward the street where the Poldouris Family Butcher Shop was located.“A quaint neighborhood.” He told Ramirez. “Very homey.”“Si, not many. “Oh my god, easy boy, ah fuck you are pushing so much”His front paws kept searching for something to hold onto, like last time, but there was nothing, this didn’t stop him from keeping his pace though, instead increasing it ever so slightly as time went on, occasionally a shot of white fluid would come out, reaching quite the distance if I'm being honest.The force he was applying against my arms was huge, relentlessly thrusting, his shaft would go in, then out of my hands, in, out, in, out, at. “Jesus Fucking Christ!” I moved my mouth up and down his shaft, pushing my tongue against its underside, moving my left hand up and down in rhythm to my mouth. I picked up the pace. Faster, harder. I began to moan as well, the vibrations of my moans granting Jake’s dick that much more pleasure. Sometime during all of this I had a moment of clarity, thinking about what I was doing. I was not afraid. I was not ashamed. I was loving this. I don’t know why, I just was. To this day, I’ll never be.