I said ya. She out of curiosity opened one randomly and was laughing saying you watch all these, I said as if you have not watched it don’t lie. Thi... conversation built on and we finally decided to watch a porn which had a story and sex involved.As we were watching I observed Meera was completely into it and breathing heavily, I thought this is my chance and was teasing her ear lobes with my finger for which she was responding to it. I suddenly puller her face and gave a kiss on her beautiful. I cried and begged him to leave, my hands pushing against him but he ignored my protests and rained kisses down on my face, muttering apologies over and over. “I hate you!” I sobbed, “I want you out of my life.” My arms hung down by my sides, exhausted from my struggles, and I hiccoughed pathetically as he kissed my face. I let him pull me closer, his mouth hovering over mine as he whispered his love for me. Half of me wanted to forgive him, ask him to stay and just start new. The other half. I know, corporals don't replace sergeants, but we were kind of the shit end of the stick in our unit. We got fresh bodies, not equivalent replacements. Spec. 4 Raval took over for Guerra and PFC Fernandez was replacing him in the unit structure, and so on and so forth. As a sign of how fucked up things were, I had a Staff Sergeant as my comm man, rather than him being my second. Just as well, he did not want the job as second anyway and Raval did. He was another one overdue for promotion.I. ..breathing, biting my lips...you found my ear with your mouth...sucked on it....started to move, rocked slowly on me....whispered...."I like it...I really do....I....hope.....please do not think bad of me...want....fantasy about beeing your slut....would you, darlin....would you let me suck a stranger? See me open my lips.....take him...in...lick...suck....maybe two men?...you watching...keeping me....safe....if I am safe.....I.....I...."You moved your hand down between us....I could feel you.