***In the morning I pack my bag in a daze, not really concentrating on what I'm doing. Everything suddenly seems so simple; for the first time in my ...ntire life, I am totally calm. For the first time in months, I don't secrete a razor inside my coat. It'd just be pointless.If the events of the past few days - fuck it! The events of my entire fucking life - have taught me anything, it's that there's no point standing up to Them. They're always bigger than you, always stronger than you, and. I told her this was not about me as I lifted her off her knees where she she ready to attack my shaved balls and hardon. I lead Kathy into our bedroom and stood her in front of the mirror. I stood behind her telling her how sexy and beautiful she was. Taking her by her own hands I guided them over her own body. Telling her how I loved her short brown hair, Her tanned shoulders, her firm arms, her stomach, on to her . I hurried to the kitchen and made tea for us and rushed to the bedroom closing the door from within I masturbated violently .that night I might have done that at least thrice balu left for his hostel early since he had a marriage party to attend and I was left alone for another week during that week I had decided .I would fuck him one of the days surely I would do that.And I was prepared balu came home Friday evening. I had given two or three blouse pieces to be stitched in the tailors shop. I. ”“Just let me do all the talking.”“Gladly!” I agreed.As we walked through the darkened living room to meet the ladies on the back porch, I didn’t see anybody sitting in the deck chairs. It was only when I got closer to the sliding glass door that I suddenly noticed that Mom and Erika weren’t sitting out on the porch ... instead, they were enjoying themselves in the hot tub.As my eyes adjusted to the dim light, I was greeted with an even more unexpected sight ... Erika and Mom were both chest.