Hum dono khade ho gaye aur us bihari ka haath ab mere khade laude per tha aur mera uske kale mote se laud per….Hum don one aapna lauda paas aa ker e... dusre se ragda aur phir ek dusre ka lauda le ker muth maarne lage….Thodi dare mein who ganda sa bihari zameen per baitha aur phir mera lauda apne muh ke paas la ker apne muh per ragda aur apna muh khol ker mere laude ko pura apne muh mein le liya…maine us bihari ke sar ke peeche haath rakha aur zor zor se uska muh apne laude per maarne. "Tammy clutched him to her, and said, "Don't ever do that to me again! And from now on when you leave this ship you will wear a force shield!"Ken said what all men have been saying to their loved ones for hundreds of years, "Yes, dear." Brushing her hair out of her eyes he continued, "Get some sleep."Tammy kissed Ken softly and cuddled down into his arms.Feeling safe once more, she said, "I love you."She was soon fast asleep, and she dreamed pleasant thoughts for the first time in four days.Ken. Our honesty surprised and intrigued her. Spare in her own story, the reason became clear once she joined the confessional spirit. Her father, brother and boyfriend had been killed fighting for the resistance. Sadness became revenge. She and her mother made inquiries in the village where the killings happened and discovered the traitor, a rich landowner. He owned the house where they hid and planned, though a family who worked his land rented it. The family participated because of threats to. The desire for heaven, she said,"is nothing but a Church-approved kind of concupiscence. Religion 'cures'self-centeredness by approving of another version of self-centeredness,condemning the Earth-centered versions that, at one time, needed to becriticized, but that now, as neo-Paganism, is a robust critique therampant afterlife-obsessed (and this Earth-ignoring) religiosity that hassevered humanity's collective imagination from our planet."I wasn't in the mood. Far from. In my illness it was.