I told her it was the cause of her and explained everything she seemed surprised and she told me it wasn’t right.But then I told her that she’s so...beautiful and perfect. She laughed and I slowly unzipped my pants and took my cock out she told me what are you doing. I told her shush calm down and made her stroke it. She told me it’s not right. I just told her dont you want it don’t you want me inside you right now? She told me it’s wrong but I do.She started stroking me and sucking she said that. Andrée got back on her feet and looked at me. “Put your hands on my shoulders so I can fasten the wrist cuffs,”When she was finished, she said, “Keep your hands on my shoulders.”Then she began caressing my chest.“We’re going to have lots of fun kicking your balls, Chris. I always love watching a man enduring a long, slow ballbusting session. I know Layla’s really going to have a lot of fun with you.”Of course, with Andrée running her red-lacquered fingernails over my nipples, my cock started. ’ He looked at me and grinned as he said, ‘And John, make sure you speak to each of the club brothers before you go. This is the last night.’ I went back to the dorm that evening and thought, ‘I really hope they invite me to join Alpha. They’re nice guys.’ I checked my mailbox three times the next day. Finally, the mail came and there was a small envelope included in my mail—it was an invitation to join Alpha! The Alpha pledge class met the next Saturday morning. We were told the rules of the. I really enjoyed it but how weird talking about holidays on a sex site! Eventually I wished Alan good luck and we parted.Later in the day I went back onto the site and grew more desperate. Eventually I removed all of my clothes and whored myself around but there were no takers. To my surprise and shame Alan sprang up on my screen. He was taken aback at my nudity and I covered up straight away. I felt I had betrayed him somehow. After a while of Alan asking me to show my face he asked how.