. worried about shock ... unit's plasma..."My throat was so dry. I managed to croak one word."Zoe..."The hand holding me squeezed. I knew she was ther... with me. And then I fell back into the tunnel.My next trip into consciousness I seemed to have a better hold on the world. It was so bright, much brighter than the last time. I got my eyes opened most of the way. Ceiling tiles were rushing by."Caspian ... can you hear me Caspian."My throat was still too dry to speak, I nodded."I am Doctor Chang.. Willyou tell me why you chose to stay a girl?"Collins sat down on the bed, and looked down at the floor. "You're ...gonna hate me." I wont. No matter what." All right. How much have I told you about my growing up?" Only that you were raised in some anti-technology religious group." Yeah, I guess you could call them that. But I don't blame them for thefact I didn't fit in. I ... don't think I would have fitted anywhere." Why not?'"I ... my whole life I didn't feel right. Like something about me. She sat on the other sofa and I said: “I wasn’t doing anything I just got confused while searching for wash-room”(I knew I fucked up) She said: “Really, No you weren’t you were spying on me”I said: “Why would I be spying on you. Come on seriously” she said: “Then tell me what you were doing in my room and my closet” I had to make up something so I said the thing that changed my course forever: “I will admit it, I was looking for your panties and bra so that I could masturbate with them for. Party mein nana ne bogot pi li thi to mein unke frnd ko station chod ne chala gaya unke bike pe. Ghar aate 2 baj gaye mein key dene unke ghar gaya to koi nahi tha.To mein awaj sun ke seeda bedroom tk chala gaya aur udhar ka nazara dekh k dang reh gaya.Nana ne nani ka saree upar ki thi aur bed k corner par leke chod rahe aur yahi pe usne sabse bada galti kar di. Aab uski gaand mere land pe tha mein aakh band kar k mehasus kar raha tha aur thoda uupar neechey ka movement kar raha tha.Usne gussey.