But I cannot hold it our touch it."Jane looked at him in silence. Then she spoke. "Master, please - it hurts me when you are in pain. When will you te...l me what this is all about?"He sighed and said, "When the time is right. I promise. But for tonight, that's the last thing I want to think about." They sat for a moment in silence, then he continued. "Jane, love, use the Athame. I think that it's important. But I cannot touch it." He looked into her eyes, the bright blue dimmed slightly by. I remembered Filene telling us to take breaks when trying ‘Seeing Ahead’. I focused on the bloody mess after Bill Mack fired his pistol. Each time I watched him kill himself I was happy that he would never abuse anyone else.I was planning to take my time finding the school but even though I was hardly trying I found the school quickly. This time I went to the kindergarten play area and tried to stay there. I explored the area without any disorienting flashes. I kept telling myself ‘easy steps –. . GIVE ME THE COCK BABY! FUCK MY TIGHT HOLE HARDER BABY! UGHHH THIS HOLE IS YOURS BABY CLAIM IT MMMMM CLAIM IT BABY!" All of my yelling must have triggered something because he began to show me just how harder he can fuck me. And I enjoyed ever second of it. He stopped thrusting and took his cock out, but before I could question why he stopped I felt a super wet tongue in my hole. This made me so horny that I came on the blankets. He rolled me over and said "this what I wanted to do to you the. Take your clothes off.”I know my eyes had to be the size of dinner plates when I asked, “W-what?”“You heard me. Take your clothes off. You want to look at me naked, so now I’m going to look at you.”“Seriously?”“I’m deadly serious. You’d better start stripping.”I stood there for a few seconds, staring at her. She stared right back, and started tapping her foot. My racing thoughts latched onto something and I knelt down to untie my shoes. It was the safest way to technically do what she was.