Richard doesn't impress me overmuch either. I understand he's a promising athlete though, and that alone is sufficient for some girls to admire him." ...ell, not me. He thinks he's so attractive, but I don't have any idea what he bases that on."After dinner, Mama excused herself, reminding me that we had a ten thirty tee time. I knew my father wasn't going to be home much before one or two o'clock in the morning. Maybe Mama wanted to turn in early so that she could get some rest before he got. The hem of her night dress had ridden up, exposing both calves and most of one thigh.He looked from that thigh to his own naked forearms, and back. Nearly the exact shade of brown. His were maybe a little darker, from working construction out in the sun, while she shook her pretty little titties in half-dark discos. But close enough. For a moment, Mallao regretted putting out his hash. But it was too late, he was into this now. He didn't need the smoke to give him courage. He just needed to. She looked so pretty and I just wanted to touch the dressshe was wearing, I think it was felt. Then I found myself pretendingsomething would happen to me and I would have to wear girl clothes. As Igot older, I got a bit daring and started trying things on that I foundin my Mom's drawers, or a neighbor's if I had a chance. The more I didit, the more I liked it. I often wondered if I should have been born agirl." Oh," Alice was stunned a bit by the last of his confession. "Do youthink about. "I bet those boys raped the shit out of you," he said."Oh God... No!" "I kind of thought that they brought you down here. I know horny teenagers when I see them. Did you like it?" "P-Please," Erica said. "Just let me out. I'll walk the rest of the way."I asked you a question!" "No," Erica said. "I didn't like it." "Shit," he said. "You're a lying bitch. I can see it in your eyes." He elbowed her in the ribs. "Now tell me the truth. I bet you got a little pleasure out of it. All those swinging.