So i have only a plan,make my wife aware of sex.I thought of making her attracting to a man.but later given it up as it may get to a permanent lose of...her.Then i planned for a planned sex attack on her,it might induce the sex in her,i thought. I got a number from internet who did work for rich men,even killing.I contacted them and made an arrangement to have sex with a woman and gave my adress,i also told she lives with her husband and choose a day he might have been away for 2-3 days.It costed. Her pussy was destroyed by a middle aged black cock in a St. Petersburg Beach, Florida, motel. That was also my first “sloppy seconds”. The whole experience was unimaginable. The black man was (twice her size) and was humping her like a wild man. She laid there, drunk and almost u*********s. Her legs were spread and her body was limp. He flooded her womb with his fertile sperm. The good thing was that she didn’t get pregnant. Admittedly, as he was slamming his cock into my wife, I had some. Anything.Both women also recieved a massive boost to their libidos. I may be a rapist, technically, but the violent aspect of rape isn’t what I’m here for. I just want to pluck any fruit I see, without jumping any of the social hurdles. Mother and daughter would both enjoy our activities, ultimately, and maybe the subsequent “fantasies” would lead to them having better understanding of each other. As sexual entities, if nothing else.So.Both women were experiencing the flow of time, just as I. That was when the guilt started to descend upon me, making me realise that what I had done to my life, and to my wife, was unforgivable.Melissa was a great fuck when she was riled like that. But she never always showed that side of herself. Not to me anyway and now I knew why ‘too fucking nice’. I pondered hard on what I had done and a few times I closed my eyes as I shook my head not wanting to admit my guilt, trying my best to bury it deep before I got home.That was when I crossed the thin.