As it was, we made love until we were both happy and then fell asleep cuddled in each other's arms. I drifted away into dreamland hoping that meant sh... knew we had all the time in the world to resume. I thought that meant she was going to break up with Ryan and get back together with me in the morning.I thought wrong.SATURDAY, APRIL 17, 2004, SOPHOMORE YEAR"I need to think about this."It was nearing 10am, and fully dressed, Dawn and I were sitting on the sofa. In another few minutes, Ryan would. A few days later, when Ashlynn came home from school I was waiting. My cock hard, with anticipation.She stood naked in front of what looked not unlike a pillory. But instead of holes for head and hands, it had two rattraps secured in place. The heavy strings ran from each catch, then together down a hole to a trip, that when activated it would pull the strings, setting off both rattraps simultaneously. That had been the hardest part, getting the traps timed to go off at the same time. I’d built. Then my brother turned out to be gay, and I realized I had to accept him and my feelings. Still, I never could get up the courage to ask a girl. Until I did Havoc, and Bijou Phillips asked me… you know how wild she is.’ ‘Yes,’ Emily agreed, recalling the few times she’d met the notorious party girl. ‘Of course Heather was thrilled once she found out,’ Anne continued, referring to her lesbian Princess Diaries co-star Heather Mattarazzo. ‘We did lots of catching up. Then Michelle Williams and I. ”“I think it’s a bit more complicated than that, but I’ll certainly stipulate I have some control over my reactions, despite your claim that it was a ‘normal physiological reaction’. A statement, by the way, which you just repudiated.”“Ever hear that it’s a woman’s prerogative to change her mind?”“Arbitrarily changing your mind isn’t the sign of a good scientist, Doctor Whittaker.”“True. I thought you were going to bed.”“I was, until someone decided to upend the apple cart with a simple.