W. helping me since my wife died, he's doing all right too aren't you matey?"But Helmut wasn't listening, he was staring at Eva, whose face was a pict...re,"Eva?"Her bottom lip trembled, then the dam burst, "Helmut, oh Helmut it's you"Chris and I stood gobsmacked as he ran from behind the bar and they embraced, both crying and kissing, it was unbelievable, her brother was here pulling our pints!"Well bugger me" the landlord said in astonishment, "I'd better have a pint as well" and he pulled. We fuck almost daily, and multiple times on weekends. It was bound to happen sooner or later. She never wanted me to wear a rubber. What am I to do? She can’t marry me! She doesn’t even want to! But she says, she can’t live without my cock. After she told me today, she led me into the bedroom, but I was so distracted, I couldn’t perform! “That’s OK” she said. “ I think I can persuade him! Just watch!” and she knelt down in front of me and sucked on my cock until it hardened up. She kept. I stated that I was 19 and looking for right now, the responses on instant message flooded in soon after. I wanted someone older for my first time, 35-45years old, a real daddy type. An IM came in from a 43 year old man from one town over. This was perfect for me, and we made small talk at first. He sent me a pic of his cock and face, both were wonderful. As I stared at the picture of his hard cock, I imagined what it tasted like, what it felt like. I told him I wanted to be his bottom, and he. I told him how excited I had gotten. I told him that the feeling of being helpless and cruelly dominated had turned out to be a very erotic experience, much to my surprise.He was watching me now. I saw the realization dawn on him, "You want to go, don't you?!"It was my turn to blush and feel guilty."Yes and no," I answered. "The idea of it excites me. I don't think he could hurt me worse than he did the last time. I don't know what he has planned. I have to believe that from now on it would be.