No, actually lame. Before this, I didn't have any real experience. So much cum, so many variations. I was steaming hot, could not think, in a whirling...cloud of great sensations. Each new idea -- or new man with an old idea -- was a new thrill. And they all seemed to really like me for their centerpiece woman. At one point, I was on my hands and knees sucking off a good looking black guy while a second man fucked my ass. James crouched down beside me to ask, "All OK? Any problems?" I was rocking. . anything. I take another sip, swallowing the amber liquor with a cough. I can't even begin to comprehend the events of the past week.Ever since I cut my hand... no, ever since I realised I loved Carly... everything's just been spiralling out of control because I just can't handle it. Carly was always the one who helped me with my problems, always the one who took care of everything. But I fucked everything up. And it hurts so bad.And it still hasn't hit me yet. I was rayped. Rayped. Me, Sam. She just didn’t want more kids to take care of. Her hubby couldn’t always keep up with her needs during her safe times so never said nuthin when she’d disappear with a guy for a while. He knew she loved him the best and that’s all that mattered. He’d dipped a few pussies in his day too.Now she was a sexually free woman. At the first barn dance she went to the barn with her husband’s brother, two cousins on her mother’s side, and a neighbor’s hired help. He was a big ole Mexican boy and his dick. He slowly went down with his lips to my tiny cock and took it in his mouth and sucked and sucked and sucked hard. It does get a sort of erection and did exactly that for him; in fact I thought I was going to cum and blow my £14! What silly things go through your mind at a time like that.My brain sort of exploded a bit as the lube allowed his hand to slip under my balls and find my hole which he started to probe with a finger. There was nothing I could do in retaliation because of the.