I laid trying to be quite and gasping for air at the same time,Charlie and Doug got out of bed and headed for the bathroom and shut the door. Not know...ng the whole time I was being watched,as I turned to my side I heard and saw the flame from Bill, (18), my Oldest brother's lighter as he lit his cigarette,the glow of the flame illuminated his hairy body and my eyes went straight to his large cock laying across his flat stomach.I froze as he laid there thinking to myself "Oh Man"did he see me?. “I don't like being late for anything, and I must say I am impressed you were ready.”“I am the same as you, I like to be on time and I like to surprise a man!”“Well, you have impressed and surprised me.”“Good. I achieved my goal then.”Fifteen minutes later we arrived at the Italian restaurant. Helene told me on the way that she had been there before and she had enjoyed it.We took our seats and again I noted that other people looked at us, well Helene not me. As at the wine bar, the conversation. I was humiliated. I felt completely debased and devalued as a human. Tothem I was "The subject". They were not even using my name.I felt that I now knew what a rape victim felt. That was what this feltlike, total dehumanization, total devaluation, complete objectification.No one talked to me, no one communicated with me, I could not see thedaylight, I could not see anything but these four walls. Even when theyworked with me, they manipulated me, and talked over and about me, notto me. I was. "Open a channel, the same you did before, I want to be heard by all." Derrick ordered. "Distort the voice for now I don't want to put what's left of my family in danger." It will be so my Lord," Mary replied, she'd have to send a few of the sentries to his old home to protect them. "The channel is open my Lord they can see your eyes that's all." On over a thousand worlds the image of Derrick's eyes were seen but especially in the capital of the Republic."Citizens, the time of change is upon us.