We headed for an run down cabin just out of sight of the party. We busted in with our flash lights ablaze. to our surprise two people were already the...e. The soon to be bride and another woman. Neither of which I knew. They had been making out and were both in various stages of undress. I had already had a swig of Jack and felt pretty bullet proof. The ladies asked that we lock the door and not tell anyone about what we had stumbled upon. And in return for keeping our mouths shut about this. But my peaceful amble round the aisles is interrupted when I bump into Monica, an old school friend I’d never been that keen on.She natters on while I do the nodding in that female form of verbal masturbation.Monica has a glamorous sort of social life and she’s shopping now for her trendy house party.After I’ve endured her verbal climax, and possibly as recognition for my endurance, she invites me to her party and then suddenly leaves me with my groceries.When I get home Jez is in front of the. Yesterday, was emotionally a hard day for me as I discussed possible diagnosis’s and their consequences with two close friends. As you know, there has been a lot of turmoil in my life due to this illness and I’m at the point where I need some firm answers. “We don’t know” and “Let’s try this.” isn’t cutting it.One decision I think I’ve made is if they come back with a diagnosis of Early Onset Dementia I’m pretty positive I’m going to go find my tree by the stream. I would rather kill myself in. By that time I had huge boner and I adjusted it somehow preventing the formation of tent. She saw my uncomfort and asked me if something is wrong. I said no and then she started to discuss with me what’s happening wrong in my studies. Our conversation was like this…………….She: so what happened this time, last time you got good marks?Me: no nothing is wrong it was just that I was not able to concentrate on my studies.She: what was the reason for this lack of focus?Me: I am not sure what happened.