" Abi whittered. I hummed and she looked across at me. "Are you OK?" she asked and I nodded and held her tight."Oh shhhh–. It was your first time, w...sn't it?" I nodded again, the power of speech temporarily not with me. "I'm so sorry, Andy. I'm so selfish ... if I had thought, I'd have made it special." It was special," I muttered. "It was amazing. I've never felt anything like it. And I am glad it was with you."Abi pressed herself into me a bit further and we kissed but she was tense and I. There wasn't a property auction within two hundred miles that I didn't attend and I bought every garage on offer, paying over the odds for most I expect, too, and I even spent two million on a block of twelve flats. With new carpets, bathrooms and kitchens they were rented out in weeks.It had been three months since taking over from my great uncle and for the first time I sat in my own place, furnished to how I like it with it's fifty two inch plasma screen TV, cream carpets throughout with all. 00pm on the dot and it was an excellent meal, we chatted we laughed we drank we put the baby to bed and I read the promised story in English of course as Francesca gurgled and kicked in her cot, if I put the covers on her once I did it a thousand times as she promptly kicked them off again, Simone was sitting in a rocking chair beside me as I read, she had her eyes closed and I thought she was asleep, I finished the story and started to creep out “where are you going?” she said “I didn’t want. .." She stopped, her eyes filling with tears."C'mon now, don't cry, Allie. It couldn't have been that bad. I'msure you've sucked Jim's cock several times by now. How much differentcould sucking Mr. Sherman's cock have been? Is it because he's black?"The first tear ran down her cheek as she shook her blonde head andsaid, "I..It's nothing like that. It's just that, well, I kindafigured that when I was sucking Jim's cock, I really was just suckingmy own. So it technically wasn't a gay.