I understand now.”“If you ask me, I really can’t comprehend why anyone would want to take their own life. It’s straight up cowardice. I’ve b...en through hell and back, and back again. But I’m still standing, surviving.”I reflected on his words for a moment. “Maybe some people are just in so much pain that they—”“Please spare me that speech. I’ve heard it all before.” He sighed deeply. “We’ve all got our demons. Some learn to live with them, some don’t.”This I could agree on.Jay shoved his hands. And what if she had avisitor who walked up to the front door. What would I do then?Each nightmare scenario seemed to surpass the previous one and I couldn'twait for my ordeal to finish. I seemed to have been standing there for aneternity and my feeling of fear was increasing as each second went by.Never before had I been subjected to such an ordeal and it was notsomething I would wish on my worst enemy. Several times I heard what I thought were footsteps and my tensionincreased as I tried to. ThenTony came up behind her and started caressing all her private parts...The next hour or two were sort of foggy for Barbie. She remembered beingtaken from behind while she was still hanging from the archway. She alsoremembered being taken down, but not being uncuffed. She rememberedbeing on all 4's with Bill, or was it Tony, inside her, as she orallytook care of the other, and later Denise. And then she remembered facingDenise on all 4's on the bed, as they both were taken doggie-style. We used our portals, but the pace was too slow. The overflow used the Portals around Mars but there were not enough portals. The Azloc cut down the older ships quickly. They have superb long-range weapons,” Philippa added.“They went for the Azloc fleet first, then the Uzliumbax and Destroyers. We had ten portals hidden with ships flowing from the Uzliumbax and allies through the portals. As the size of the attack was unexpected the out of system reserves took time to get to the portals. Without.