She catches a bit of splash of the black bottom mud, and when the anchor’s stowed, she waves at me and right there on the forepeak she strips, naked...as a jaybird in the summer sun, and washes herself down. She’s naked when she prances into the pilothouse, dirty clothes in hand.“You’re a tease.”“I’m not a tease! I’m FREE!” Her smile was epic. “Besides, I’m going below to get dressed.”And I’m thinking that nothing that’s ever happened on this boat compares to the last twenty-four hours.Mandy’s. Był in a daze but still dug topic. I do not know what to offer him a show on themselves or on it. So he says can show? He said that it was not proper but rather try at home. I said that he does not let go that I had to do something to see his penis. I offered to try here with me now so I kondony can confidently assume. Mr. Thomas said yes but that will be a problem because he does not stand and can be a problem. I found that I have his. I dropped a proposal that is as it should be no problem. ” “Please tell me. I can’t stand the way we parted last.” “I’ve been thinking about it every hour since then. Was it me? You? Tina? The alcohol? My mind has been going through every detail of that night. And the worst part is seeing your back through the doorway over and over again.” “So you didn’t mean those words you said?” “I don’t know what I meant or not. I can’t apologize. Not because I meant what I said, but because I don’t think I even knew what I said.” “I’m not sure I. But no matter which way I've tried to explain it you refuseto hear what I'm saying, and insist on seeing my new life as somespiteful thing I'm doing to you, when it never was. There's somethinginsanely egotistical about seeing the whole world as some grand melodramawith you at the center, but I won't go into that. And though I have nohope that you will somehow suddenly get this I'll say it one last time.My becoming Robert isn't about you. I just can't be that person you'vedemanded I be for.