Porter learned that he could send waves of sensation up and down his limbs if he concentrated, but beyond that he was at a loss. His therapist had alw...ys recommended meditation as a method for relieving anxiety, but he had found it far too “spiritual” and emasculating. Besides, his gut got in the way, slumping onto the floor in a most repellent manner.Meditation was now mystical; this was about power, mystery and learning to control his impulses. Every day he counted the vertebrae from his neck. And then another one as Stu joined her. They were both talking quietly, Sheila more so than Stuart. I felt a low burst of envy and strained my ears to listen to what happened, eager to discover if Sheila moaned loudly or sighed softly during sex. Their whispers died down. It seemed to have gone quiet. I soon heard Stuart saying"Oh, your hair's so soft. Your hair's so soft." over and over. Sheila seemed silent. There were no gasps or creaking bedsprings. I idly wondered if she was giving him a. Thankfully he left the island for long periods sometimes as much as 3 months, she would sometimes sacrifice a week to meet him in one of the cites where they had an office and that would keep him away from the island for another month or so. One day I got a call at work, it was Jackie. “Meet me at your mom’s in 30 minutes” Something in her voice left no room for objection. So I said “I will try!” I looked at my schedule and arranged with a coworker to cover my shift then took off on my bike and. As the screen bursts into life you casually glance down, your eyes widen in surprise as you greeted with an abundance of notifications. For some perplexing reason in the space of an hour, you've had ten missed calls, fifteen texts and a heap of social media posts. Casually you tap on the Twitter icon before glancing at trending; oddly enough it was completely empty except for two. The two most trending hashtags were #LilithStrain & #TrustNoOne.Feeling curious you tap on #LilithStrain and are.