I asked about the fishing items and said "all I have is a $100 dollar bill!" Her mother, whom I learned was named Anita, said she had yet to get to ...he bank for cash and change and would I wait 15 minutes while she ran to get change. I said sure, the daughter I learned was Katrina and she said, "I need to put the baby down for a nap" and I watched her walk inside, followed by Anita.Anita returned with her purse and car keys and took off. Katrina came out of the house and I asked for a drink. I trusted her to exercise discretion, but, remembering what my girls had done that morning I was a little bit worried.All the other coaches were working with their squads. Kim told me to make myself scarce since their preparations involved changing clothes. In spite of just having seen and kissed each of them naked I was exiled to the dining hall to chat and drink coffee until the campfire was to start at eight. When eight rolled around I ambled over to the fire circle. The fire had been lit. I dried and quickly went down the stairs to the lounge were they were sitting. I was told to kneel in front of them. I knelt and looked up at them. Mei Ling spoke to me, the other two listened intently, ?You are alone in a foreign country, and your male self is still somewhat horrified by your female form, but you will have to get used to it, you will be permanently a girl?. The finality of her statement stung me even after all this time. ?Your place in life is now to serve and obey, and to. I saw myself in my room with the traditional pam leaf written with mantras scattered all around the room the lamp lit at night was burned out and the tantric powder pic is destroyed.it all started on my last visit to my grandpa’s house the house is a old thatched one with so manyRooms it was ones a house of joined family me is the last decent of that tantric bloods it was my child hood hobby to explore the old pam scripts and explore the tantric ally locked rooms suppose to be keeping mantes.