I think the only guys that I dated just wanted in my pants. It didn't happen. I couldn't just have sex. That wasn't part of my makeup, poor or not. I ...lways thought of you and the talks we had when we were kids. About how we were going to save ourselves for each other, get married and have a family." After graduating from high school, I went to a community college. I started feeling better about myself and joined a weight class and started losing weight. I found that my eating was caused by my. .. but I thought..." Her wide green eyes move all over my face."You thought what? That I would praise your beauty and pledge my devotion just to make you laugh at work? That I would say you were everything a man could hope for just to pass the time?" Well, yes."I slip two fingers through her belt loop and draw little circles on the small of her back with my thumb. "Is that what you did?" Um, no, but I..." She can't seem to find words."Do you want me to stop?" I begin to ruck her shirt tail up. They spent the evening together, watching TV on a portable set which Danny's father had provided. When the network fare ended at eleven o'clock, Danny asked his young wife to turn off the set.After doing so, she lay down beside him on the bed, snuggling close. Even with his leg and hip in a cast, Danny's nearness warmed Millie in a deeper and more meaningful way than Pete or Cal had been able to do. They had aroused and thrilled her, but she didn't have the slightest feeling of love toward. " Lactating?" She laughed. "Gerry, I started lactating a week before Milawas born. I've been nursing and pumping for more than six months. Ifanyone understands how frustrating and tiring it is, I do." Yeah, but Taylor... you are a woman. When you were a girl, you wereprepared to become a mom. You learned about taking care of babies andabout how your body would someday nourish another human. It's allbeautiful and miraculous for a woman." Ok... I get that, but you took health class." Yeah, and we.