Before the old man had belonged to the past. Now Alison wanted to know him. She pulled out a volume at random and let it open where it wanted. The pag...s were thick, three or four times as thick as typing paper, and pale, pale blue. Sequential numbers were stamped in the top outside corners. The writing was tight and regular.'Aug, 13.'Well, yesterday we did it. Beth wore white and damn the gossip and bad luck. She said she would wear nothing beneath and dared us all to go bareback as well. Her. She was afraid to say anything because she knew that her voice would reveal just how turned on she was now."Mom," Robert said looking directly into his mother's eyes. "I want to hear you say just what you want to see." I ... I ... want to see you fuck your wife. I want to see your hard cock sliding in and out of her wet pussy and I want to hear her moan for more."Robert opened Cathy's bra and pulled it off her body. His eyes never left his mother's as her breasts came into view. "What else. When I met my partner we were teenagers I loved her very much. After the breakup I really didn’t want to fall in love with anyone again. In terms of sexuality I’m straight, I find women attractive and as George Michael one said sexuality it’s about who you can love not just who you can get it up for. My sex life after the breakup became thrill based rather than love based. It started with porn which got more repetitive and less exciting as time went on. I quickly moved to using prostitutes but. ..”“You’re not cheap, you’re not shallow, and you’re certainly not a slut. I can understand perfectly why you’re wanting to do this; it’s a huge decision you’re going to be making, probably the most important decision of your life, and you want to be as sure as you possibly can that you’re making the right decision.“But what you think Murph ... Chris is planning, if the two of you end up married, well, I will be really, really happy for the two of you. I think it’s pretty obvious to everyone.