My marriage was essentially arranged by my parents to a young man who also was a firm believer in their religious dogma. I was not at all ready to be ...arried but since I am under 18 I really had no choice. Besides not loving him, marital sex is not at all what I expected and needed as a normal young woman.”Again I looked puzzled. “Have you been married?” She inquired of me.I replied, “Yes. Ffor about five years quite a while ago.”She looked quite serious and she inquired further, “And how often. It was convenient that the two job sites were only a block apart. It didn't take me long to walk through each house and give them a final inspection as the crews finished up. Both jobs were small and I paid Hector and Jorge the agreed upon amount in cash. They appreciated being paid in cash as it kept them from running to the bank late on Friday. I reminded them of the new jobs scheduled for Monday and promised to be at the diner early enough for them to line up crews to get started. After that. Gary told him if they worked as hard as his boys did, he would take half a dozen. Iain with a big grin said he would see what he could do.The family were then stunned when Gary said that since the boys now worked for the Futura Township, they were entitled to an apartment. He asked Irene if she was looking to work as well? Irene told him she was happy to work at any job.With Iain’s comings and goings and now that the boys were employed and didn’t really need her, she was at a loose end without. I want someone who will make my time, my body and sex worthwhile!"I want a guy who can put his needs second to mine; complete selflessness in all aspects of life. It sounds like I'm describing something akin to 'true love'. But I don't believe in true love. I believe that people are only as good as their willpower lets them be."And nothing takes more willpower than denying yourself the urge for sexual gratification."The urge to beg for me to stroke your cock, or suck on it, or fuck it... After.