. is normal. She took some blood so she could do a full workup but she isn’t worried. It’s just to see where I am with my iron levels and that sor... of stuff.”I saw that my mother was about to intervene but I offered a shake of my head. Liz would tell us when she was ready.She closed her mouth but the look of worry didn’t cease. That was enough for Liz, I guess.“A lot of things happened all at once,” Liz said. “I went off birth control. It wasn’t planned but I got too busy to get back here to. Raju returned home that night afraid to face his mom. He had not yet made up his mind one way or the other and he hated to even look at his mom in this confused state. But his mother did not embarrass him by asking for his answer.Instead she was perfectly normal as she served his food silently and left him alone. He was grateful for that and saw his mom in a new light. She has always been an understanding and caring mother to him and Aruna. He had finished his dinner and came to bed still. ”Still sort of in a daze after my dream, all I can think to say is, “Thank you daddy. I can’t wait.” And with that, you latch on to my right breast and begin to nurse.I did my best to forget about the dream, but part of me couldn’t shake it. The terror that consumed me when I saw your face felt so real… but why?? You are my safe space. You protect me. You’re my everything…After about 15 or 20 minutes, you switch sides, and I was eventually able to fall back asleep. ====================The next. Mujhe samajh aa gay ki nishana sahi laga.Main- “Nahi sach me. Tumhari baat hi alag hai. Main toh roz yaha aata hi tumhare liye hu. Tumhe dekhne k liye. Tumhe gale lagane k liye.”Sneha- “Kabhi aisa bataya nahi tumne”Main dheere se uske paas jaane laga aur bola- Tumne kabhi mauka hi nahi diya. Aaj raha nahi gaya isiliye bol raha hu.Sneha- kyu aaj aisi kya alag lag rahi hu main?Maine dheere se Apna haath uske kamar pe rakhaaur saamne aake bola- “Aaj tumhari body me se wo ek chamak dikh rah hai..