"We started petting, and I was tipsy from all that Port. We went further than I'd ever been before. Third base. You know what that means. He was pushi...g for more but I told him that I would never, not until I was married." He took off his fraternity pin and said, 'This will have to do until we can get a ring but I can't actually give it to you until the formal pinning ceremony." At my school, getting pinned was 'engaged to be engaged.' The whole fraternity would come over to the girl's sorority. “That may have been the case before, but your new status changes things a bit. Yes, I’m sure there are several other students at your school with open slots to fill, but you’ll have the most by far. What I’m trying to say is that, while the others will have to be more selective about whom they take; you’ll be in the position where you won’t have to rely on just one or two people to fulfill your needs. Any girl or woman you bring will know in advance they probably won’t be called upon to perform. ” And he walked off. As he came past me with the lawn mower I saw a bit wet patch on his shorts. It was 7 o’clock when Jon came and released and told me to go and take Ben out and have a shower. After that he told me to get this journal up to date. He also threatened to publish it on the Internet. I thought about that in bed that night. When Jon had said it my initial reaction was, ‘Oh my god, everyone in the world will know what I’ve been doing, the shame, and the embarrassment if someone. They are so sexy and massive. I lift and fondle your balls and scrotum. Before you even command me to, I start giving your nuts a tongue bath. I suck on each ball, into my mouth, savoring the manly funky taste. I always try to suck in both your balls at the same time, but your juicy black scrotum just won't fit all the way inside my mouth. You laugh as I desperately try though. Sometimes I cry at this point because I feel so humiliated. You see me like a dog in heat, lusting over your.