I was so afraid last year that she would let the hate she held in her heart for the creeps that raped me, destroy her. I really thought she was going ...o kill someone." I understand what you're saying; I saw the pleasure in her eyes, when she would destroy someone in the ring; myself included. She was almost sadistic in her behavior. Karen, you have to warn her about the guy she's going to fight next. He's a crazy bastard and large enough to hurt her badly. That's his intent." Don't worry, I'll. Id's don't just take on a life of their own.The Id scoffed. "They do when their owner is as boring as you are now. Look at yourself, Suzy. You're a boring old business woman. No man in your life. OR woman. No close friends to hang out with. You don't even have anything unhealthy in your house. All you have to look forward to in life are the new Lifetime Movies of the Week and the occasional "cheat day chocolate bar." Well I say enough is enough. We're having fun and we're having fun now. I'm in. ?To please you Master, for you to use your brat as you want she will do anything to please you!? I looked him in the eye as I said it meaning every word. He was right I wanted to be his slave, I wanted the feeling of helplessness and being controlled that he gave me. No it was more than that, I needed it.?You have done well my brat I am pleased with you and you shall be rewarded.? He stood and removed his clothes smiling down at me. I could see that he was already hard and erect and smiled. "After saying that, Oliver started rocking his chair from side to side.On his third swing, the chair fell over to Mr. Wilson's left. Oliver'swide shoulder hit the cement floor first creating a cushioning effectfor the chair. This way, the noise of the tumbling chair was muffled atthe expense of a numbing pain to his left arm. Ignoring the discomfort,Oliver tried to slide his way towards one of the wine rack in search ofa bottle with the hands tied behind him. The weight of the heavy steelchair.